Three Dreams
Three Dreams by Barbara Ezell
These dreams came between 1995 and 1998, a time of change, awakening, and development for me. I was re-entering the workforce after graduate school. I was meditating more and recording dreams and sharing them in my groups. I was overcoming shyness in my “middle age”.
Dream One - commentary
This dream reflects the influence and habit in my meditation group and women’s group, of beginning with the name of those we want to pray for. I felt my heart opening up and the Beloved knocking on my door. My Catholic background and elements of my persona speak to the sense of fear and unworthiness. The Catholic prayer before Communion came to mind: Lord, I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed.
RE: Stones. After a previous dream of hearing “singing” stones, I began creating images using Polaroid transfers on palm-size stones which I used in the video.
Dream Two – commentary
I’ve had “end of the world” dreams before where the sky suddenly becomes dark and the collective responds in fear. In this dream I had a choice and I ask myself what would have happened if I went with the travelers? Were they coming out of chaos to save or annihilate? They seemed like aliens from another dimension. There was a sense of hiding in this world and an all-knowing, omnipresent energy was tracking me. Had I missed an opportunity in this lifetime?
Dream Three – commentary
This dream was a real experience. I had seen a political satire program the night before, one with businessmen in kind of a Claymation puppetry. The “business man” in my dream was more from out of this show. There was sound and vibration to the energy grid I saw. I saw it in my dream and then I was forced to open my eyes and there it was on the ceiling. Then there was no ceiling. After the dream, I researched sources of grids and wrote to the author P.M.H. Atwater who wrote of grids in a few of her books on near-death experiences. She led me to J.J. Hurtak and his Book of Enoch and the axiatonal lines of alignment “bringing in the energy of the future”.
The Being of Light and energy waveforms are concurrent with quantum physics. Finally, I discovered Alex Grey’s work and his “Theologue” resided over my bed for a while.
http://iasos.com/artists/alexgrey/Theologue-3.jpg
Musical artist, Jennifer Zulli's, "Dream of Bali" used in my video: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/earth-lullaby/id560816747